me..

i can't seem to understand myself.. though i know who i am and what i want to be... it's just that i'm not so sure about myself.. unlike those oh so unbearable people who think they're oh so perfect and they're the only ones who matter in this world.. lol wtf am i talking about?! here i am supposed to discuss about myself then i suddenly run off to the topic of unbearable people.. well, now that i'm on that topic, i remember one tree hill asnd all those american shows that i love to watch.. i remember those apathetic cheerleeders who only care about makeup and their "i'm handsome and i'm an asshole so f* off" athlete boyfriends... i mean it seems like those people are programmed to be together and married happily ever after, seeing as they get along really well.. haha

now, back to me.. i know what i am.. it's just that sometimes i really dont know what i'm doing all of a sudden.. i guess i'm just confused... oh screw me..

*sigh* i wish there was always an answer... but then again, where's the excitement when you already know what to do.. the spice of life will disappear if all the answers to our problems were already made known to us.. well, we just have to cope with our lives long enough to find the answers that are [surprise, surprise] already in front us.. we're just too blind to see them..